“I wanted a perfect ending. Now I’ve learned, the hard way, that some poems don’t rhyme, and some stories don’t have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what’s going to happen next.
Delicious Ambiguity.” ― Gilda Radner
In this day of technology, gadgets, communications, people are all very connected to each other. Real time updates, instant messaging, e-mails, BBM. The whole lot.
But for me I, while being part of this whole “network” was slowly disconnecting from myself. Losing myself in years of coping, doing, handling situations, trouble shooting and even breaking down. Constantly on the go, listening to those around me, not giving my inner self an ear to talk to. I found that I no longer expressed what I felt-happy, sad, ecstatic, scared…were rarely if at all shared entirely. Only anger found its way out to my detriment. Confidence levels were waning and the sense of self was getting buried.
And then came a day, when my thoughts refused to get brow beaten to the back shelf anymore. They clamoured to be acknowledged by me. They wanted to be set free. Thus needstotalk emerged. I am a novice at writing, but the idea more is to share what I feel and think-freely. Opinions and feedback are more than welcome!
I am Rachna -A hospitality professional. A mother. A homemaker of sorts. I Love reading and the movies and consider doing the laundry therapeutic!